Hi everyone, (not sure who is going to see this because my blog has been dead since LAST YEAR!!!!)

Wow it has been a year since I last blogged har? Now enter Anderson Junior College already, do not have anymore time to spend on blogging. OK maybe have just a little but since studies have already become more hectic, I can't spend my free time on blogging, must use it more wisely LIKE chatting with friends (CLOSE FRIENDS) or facebooking or playing games wahahhaha!!! Must have some time out for my meimei (s) too! :)

Well now is past midnight and I wanna go sleep, still have school tomorrow. Today I am just being a little random so I went into my dead blog and decided to post one today. Gonna go back to BP to give a small talk to the current 4L1 and 4M2 on tips on how to score well in O'levels and promoting AJ to them. Since not everyone will get to see the slides, I shall upload the powerpoint over the internet for everyone else to see it. :) The link is http://www.slideshare.net/tyuenkw/anderson-jc-8161917 . View it if you want but please... do not comment on my O'levels results because it is seriously SERIOUSLY HORRIBLE. (The score there is raw score, have not minus off the bonus points from CCA or HMT) I was expected to do at least 2 points better than my current score but I failed that expectation somehow... sadded! Stupid sciences dropped unexpectedly, it shocked everyone, including me and my teachers. I could still remember their words, "What happen to you, Tommy?" OH MAN!!! My results really suck ttm... ... *sigh* I think probably cause I was too complacent after getting my prelims results and thought I can maintain my science results for O'levels. The mindset of "getting this results for prelims sure get better/same for O'levels de la since prelims is sooooo much easier" made me score pathetic results...

Oh well, can't change the past, must is GOGO A'levels! GRRR stressed haha. Shall de-stress by thinking of love and romantic poems and watching anime with such genres HAHA because those topics are my favorites. I always score well when I write a composition on love HAHA. :D

Kk going to sleep now, see ya! SCHOOL TOMORROW!!! NOOOOOOOOO!!! :O

Signing off,
Your dearest Tomtom. ^_^

Wow!! Mid year is over already!! Man am I glad that it is finally over!! Haha. But then I think I did badly for my mid year so yeah I am not really that keen on finding out my results next week. Something went wrong when I was sitting for both ma maths exams, because I kept looking at the clock to check for time, I kinda panic when I had so little time left. I rushed and in the process of rushing, I got lots of signs wrong like + become - and this and that. Hehe, I haven't gotten my paper back yet but I kinda know what mistakes I make already and I am not confident over my maths this time round for the very first time in my entire life! HAIZ!!

Anyway term 2 is over soon! Left with 6 more months before I am out of BPGHS, or around 6 more months. MAN!! Time travelled fast! Just a week ago, I was complaining about timed practice because sec 1-3 did not have timed practice and now have to always come home 1 hour and a half later and now already 4+ months have passed with at least 4 timed practice each week! WOW!! Haha. Thinking of prelims is enough to kill me, let alone O'levels. And 31 May is Chinese O'levels, AHHHH!! My worst subject is the first paper that I will be sitting for, oh my my!! Wonder how badly will I do for it... ...Hope I can do well but then again who am I to kid? CHINESE???!!!! IS CHINESE!!!! Me, doing well in chinese?? I can hardly believe when that day would come. BPGHS chinese already I do so badly.. ...getting C grade all the time for it. THe most O'level I can go is a B I guess? Haiz, hope it can at least be an A2 so I need not retake my O'level again haha, as in retake Chinese O'level at the end of the year together with all my other subjects.

Well, talking about exams, I am starting to have a bad feeling about English mid year. My Osgodby mentioned that 16 people in my class failed the comprehension!! WOW!!! 16!!! When my class is supposed to be the best class for English across the whole level. I hope that one of them is not me because if I really did fail, my L1R5 is definitely going to be so screwed! But then again I don't think I would fail because the paper is a bit do-able i guess? Hmmm.. ...my composition and letter writing must be really high to boost my marks up. Well I will know the results next week. AHHHH!!! So not anticipating them. This might be one of the few times which I am not looking forward to results. I only look forward when I am super confident I do well for all of the subjects, excluding chinese of course bcause that is like fixed results. LOL!!

Nothing much to talk about, thats all for today I think haha!! Just an updating post for my blog. See ya guys!!

Konnichiwa! Woooo!! 2 weeks since I last posted haha. Sorry guys, I don't really have a lot of time to spend on blogs these few days. Been busy with homework, with msn talking, with studying, with preparing for examinations especially O'levels stuff and with some other stuff. I got lots of things to do this year, hmmm not a lot of time left before I graduate. April is coming to an end soon and just about 1month and 5 more days, is time for my O'levels chinese paper(31 May), BOOOO!!! So not looking forward to it. Ok, so lets see, whats there for today? Hmm... ...nothing much to talk about once again, I am lost for words, AHHHHH!!! What do you want me to talk about? ... ...

I shall talk about Friday. Two things happened on Friday which happened for the very first time in my life out of all these 15 years, 2 months and 20+ days. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT???!!!! FIRST TIME!!! Haha...one thing is kinda expected while the other is really embarrassing. Lets start with the expected one first and that is hinese oral. On Friday, at the end of school, the sec 4s had to stay back to sit for our prelim oral, both English and Chinese. Chinese was first, followed by English. I would have preferred English first, followed by Chinese though because I am not one bit good in Chinese so it will ruin my mood by the time it comes to English oral. Haha. I read the Chinese passage with hesitation here and there and when it came to the conversation part, I was like "DIE!!!!!" And really DIE!!!! Hehe. I understood exactly what the topic is but the problem was that everything I could think of, the reasons, the feelings whatever all were forming in my head but were all in ENGLISH!!! I kept saying, "Errr ...errr...errrr" to the examiner while thinking of how to translate into Mandrain in my head.

The Chinese words just didn't form at that point of time. Worst of all, the examiner only knows how to speak Chinese so I asked him how to translate some words from English to Chinese, he couldn't help me at all. Instead, he just rephrased the whole question agian which was pointless cause it was not that I couldn't understand what he was saying, but because I don't know how to express my views in Chinese haha. NOOOOOO!!! That was the first time my Chinese oral ever is like that man!!! Previously is all either I answer the questions until good good or I don't understand the topic no matter how many times the examiner repeat the question hehehe. I am such a failure at Chinese. Well, it runs in my blood I guess? :D


English oral afterwards was kinda good cause I received good comments from the examiner. Haha after the reading of the passage, the comments she gave was "Good reading!" After the picture discussion, the comments were "Great idea of intepretation" After the conversation, she said "Nice conversation!" Haha. Sooooo cool!!!!!! My mood was greatly brightened up after those words. Kester and Marcus were saying that my conversation so long lol. I don't even find it long lor, like very short or moderate length. Anyway after oral, went to lot 1 with Marcus and Thomas to have our lunch! After that, went home on separate ways, Thomas and I to the lrt while Marcus to the mrt. On the way to the lrt direction, saw Eileen(3P2) and her friend and she said that Rachelle was just a few metres behind her. I was looking and looking but didn't see Rachelle LOL!!!! Wanted to wait until Rachelle popped out but then got Thomas with me so better not keep him waiting haha.

Right on, went home and alighted at Petir lrt station. Here comes the embarrassing part. I tapped my card against the sensor thing, and then I kinda pushed the turning thing, the thing that you need to turn in order to get out of the station, so hard until it turned before I even went out LOL!!! FIRST TIME!!! I was stuck in the station and could not get out unless I climbed over the thing but that would be total embarrassing because there were so many people around!! I was already embarrassed enough!!! Haha. No need for anymore malu-ness. LOL! So I walked to the place where I could press the button to talk to the operator, is that person called the operator? AIYA don't know la!! I not working in train stations haha. Pressed it and then wait wait wait, no one picked up!!!! I was having these words, "DIE LA!! HOW TO GO HOME???!!!" going on in my mind while waiting. Until after 1 minute, the operator finally picked the phone up or something. Haiz I told him my situation and he asked me to tap my card on the sensor thing again to tell him the error code, so I did as he requested and it was error code 4. After I told him that it is 4, he said that he would helped me open the gate LOL... ...so he opened him and I thanked him before going off.

I walked away from the station as fast as I could!! I was like total embarrassed!! AHHHHHHH!!!! First time such thing happened to me at a train station. HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN??!!! My strength too great le la. Haha I'm just kidding. I don't have much strength, my body so small size. Like skeleton like that. Yeah so thats the embarrassing one! I am so gonna control and take note of how much strength I use next time round. I don't want that incident to happen again haha.


Just a little thing before I end. EVERYWHERE I GO IN SCHOOL, ALWAYS I HEAR DA SAO OR RACHELLE's NAME!!!!! Especially from Zhao Wei, he says Da Sao countless amount of times haha. Last time whenever I see Jia Qi in school when I came to school, she would say, "AAA? Da Sao leh?" Then I would always reply, "Coming to school le" Haha. So funny and fun!! Zhao Wei used to sing the "Rachelle and Tommy sitting on a tree" song. Marcus always irritate me by using his tone of speech and words like as if he is interested in Rachelle too! Haha his true intention is unknown. Mysterious guy haha. These few days I will be getting the "OHHHHHH!!!!" and "AWWWWWWW!!!!" sound effect from a lot of people hehe. But is still quite fun to me!! But to Rachelle is.. .. ask her to find out!! WAHAHA!! Although I know, or I think I know. Hmmm... ...

Oh well kk thats it for today! Got to go now!! Byebye!! Enjoyed reading the post? :P

What I am about to post now is fully copy righted.



This is the video of "How deep the Father's love for us", the song that is playing now! Because the words are meaningful, I would like to share it with all of you! I have explained this song my way in my previous post, this is another person's perpective which I find very meaningful as well!! You might miss the words out so I shall type them out for you to see and read!

First video's words
For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God; (Romans 3:23)
There is none righteous, no, not one: (Romans 3:10)
Everyone is a sinner

Some people says that they are basically good people, they haven't killed anybody or committed adultery. But James 2:10 says "For whosoever shall keep the whole law, and yet offend in one point, he is guilty of all".

The Bible says that if you sin only once, that you have broken every law and are guily of every sin. So everyone is a sinner. What is the consequence of sin? Romans 6:23 says, "For the wages of sin is death".

Sounds hopeless but the rest of Romans 6:23 says, "but the free gift of God is eternal life". The FREE gift of God is that He sent Jesus to pay the penalty of sin so we didn't have to.

John 3:16 says, "For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish but have everlasting life."

God loves you so much that He sent His only son to die on a cross, the most painful and humiliating death of that time. It was so bad that if you were a roman citizen, you couldn't be crucified on a cross.

Romans 5:8 says, "But God commendeth His love towards us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us." WOW!! Christ died for us when we couldn't help ourselves. He died for a world full of wretched sinners. That is amazing!

All you have to do is believe that Jesus Christ died for your sins and give your life over to Him and live for Him. Salvation is a FREE gift. The Bible says that God shows Himself through His creation, so we are without excuse. (Romans 1:20) There is no excuse not to believe in Jesus Christ. Even though salvation is a FREE gift, people are still trying to get into Heaven by doing good. Being good is not good enough. God demands perfection.

And the only perfect Man that can pay our price is the God-Man, Jesus Christ. By His wounds, we are healed. Ephesians 2:8-9 says, "For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast." Saying that good works save you is like saying, "Jesus, you are not good enough to get me to Heaven. I'll do it myself." Would you really say that to God?

It is a direct insult to God to try to work to get to Heaven. He died for you, and you are blowing Him off. If that's not insulting, I don't know what is.

But Christianity is not a religion, It is a way of life. People say, "Oh I'm a Christian, I go to church, I believe in God." You are not truly a Christian until you put your faith in Jesus Christ and become born again. You will know that you are truly born again if you want to live your life for Him. Christianity isn't a Sunday thing, it is an everyday thing. Don't go to church, Be the church.

God bless you and may He open the hearts of those who have not trusted Jesus Christ as their Saviour. I really hope you think about where you will do when you die. It could be at any time. If you have not trusted Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and Saviour, you will go to Hell.



This is by the same person just that he/she remade the video and is still meaningful so like to share it with you guys once again!! Enjoy!

Second video words
In the beginning, God created the Heavens and the Earth... God saw that all that He had made, and behold, it was very good. (Genesis 1:1 and 1:31) But Creation didn't stay perfect. Genesis 3:6 says, "And when the woman saw that the tree was good for food, and that it was pleasant to the eyes, and a tree to be desired to make one wise, she took of the fruit thereof, and did eat, and gave also unto her husband with her, and he did eat."

God created the world perfect but Adam and Eve fell and brought sin into the world. It wasn't just Adam who sinned, the Bible tells us that everyone who has ever lived has sinned. Romans 3:23 says, "For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;"

You have sinned(we've all sinned) and we know it. If God judges you today, you would be guilty, you and everyone else would be guilty of sinning. We know that everyone has sinned. What is the consequence of sin? Death. Romans 6:23 says, "For the wages of sin is death." There is an everlasting death of fire and brimstone and gnashing of teeth. Hell.

You might ask, why such a punishment for just 'little' sins? It is because God is a perfect God and a perfect judge. He must judge sin because of His nature. We transgressed God's law by sinning and, being the judge, God must condemn us. But that is not the end of the story. The end of Romans 6:23 says, "but the free gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord."

Romans 5:8 says, "But God commendeth His love towards us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us." Jesus Christ, the Son of God, came to Earth to pay your penalty. The penalty for sin is death, and Jesus died in your place. You broke the law and Jesus paid your fine. God can now legally dismiss your case. But He can only dismiss your case if you have accepted Jesus' gift.

To accept the free gift of salvation, all you have to do is to repent of your sins(turn away from sinning) and give your life over to Him and live for Him. Salvation is a FREE gift. You cannot get to Heaven by being good. We have already seen that we are all sinners and the penalty for sin is not good works, but death. "without shedding of blood, there is no forgiveness" (Hebrews 9:22)

We are not saved through works. Trying to work your way to Heaven is like saying, "Jesus, your way was not good enough." It is a direct insult to God to try to get to Heaven. All you must do is ask for forgiveness for your sins and ask Christ to come into your life. And give your life to Him.

Stop trusting in yourself. Is as simple as that. If you haven't trusted Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and Saviour, I pray that you would do that today. Please don't wait another day, because you don't know which day will be your last.

May God bless you.

Hihi guys! I have shifted one of my songs in my playlist to the first song and that is "How deep the Father's love for us". The words that are about to come in bold and italic are the lyrics... ...the lyrics are meaningful and sometimes we just sing those songs without digesting those words into our hearts so I shall explain each and every stanza of the song. Is really very touching and meaningful. As the song suggests, is about God's love for us. Well here goes! Enjoy!!

How deep the Father's love for us,
How vast beyond all measure
That He should give His only Son
To make a wretch His treasure
How great the pain of searing loss,
The Father turns His face away
As wounds which mar the chosen One,
Bring many sons to glory

God loves us like no other! He loves us from the very beginning and never stop even till now. Even though we are sinners and are unlike Him who has no sin and it Holy, He still loves us like a father's love towards his dear children. Because of that strong love that God shares for us, He sent His only Son to Earth to die for our sins, to go through any hardship like all people on Earth, except that He has no sins. His Son is called Jesus. Like any father, a father would not bare to give his son away, furthermore to die for others. But because God loves us so so much, He gave His only Son to us, to pay on that cross for our sins! "A wretch" refers to us, sinners. Because of Jesus who paid it all for our sins, we can be saved and we can be a treasure to God. God's love for us cannot be expressed into words because it is too great! Even though the pain that Jesus went through is so great as well, but God still gave Jesus to us. The Bible states that Jesus was tortued by the Romans before being crucified onto that cross, He was whipped several/many times, and each whip tore a part of His flesh away. Can you imagine the pain? It is said that Jesus was no longer a human, you cannot even tell that He was a human because He was whipped, flesh torn apart until He no longer has a figure of what a man has. Furthermore, being crucified is not just hanging on the cross, nails were pierced through His two hands and feet into the cross to keep Him on it. Jesus did so much just so that we can be saved from our sins. God knew this has to happen and because He loves us so, He sent Jesus for our sake, to pay for the terrible sins we have.


Behold the Man upon a cross,
My sin upon His shoulders
Ashamed I hear my mocking voice,
Call out among the scoffers
It was my sin that held Him there
Until it was accomplished
His dying breath has brought me life
I know that it is finished

"the Man" refers to Jesus. As He was hung up there on the cross, He was bearing all the burden of our sins. Only through the shedding of His blood will our sins be cleansed because His blood is Holy and has no sin so that is the only way. Without Jesus dying on the cross, we cannot be freed from the burden of sin. As Jesus was being crucified, the Romans were mocking Him, saying, "If you really are God, why don't you bring yourself down?" The thing is that the purpose of God sending Jesus down to Earth is to die for our sins, so that we may be freed from the clutches of sin. Jesus can come down from the cross any moment but if He does that, His purpose of coming down to Earth is no more. However Jesus did not answer their questions that day but He only talked to God, the Father, and said these words, "Forgive them for they know not what they've done!" God loves us so much that He is able to forgive each and every one of our sins. Because of our sins, we have put Jesus on the cross.. ..all because of our sins. When Jesus' purpose on Earth was done, we were given a new life, a salvation, a chance to accept Him as our very own Saviour, a brand new life. A life with the Holy Spirit in us, guiding us always in life. Before that day, we were all spiritually dead but after salvation, we are born again in the spirit and is now spiritually alive.

I will not boast in anything
No gifts, no power, no wisdom
But I will boast in Jesus Christ
His death and resurrection
Why should I gain from His reward?
I cannot give an answer
But this I know with all my heart
His wounds have paid my ransom

The things on Earth, the achievement you have on Earth is nothing in God's eyes! Is only something to Man and you will only get praises from Man if you have good results or win a trophy or competition. I am not saying that God won't praise you for that but is not important in God's eyes. You know, whenever there is something good that has happened or someone/something who/which is amazing, you will talk about it, won't you? Like for example, a moive star whom you find to be handsome? For example, you have scored A1 for a particular subject and you would go around telling almost everyone. Right? Haha. Well in this case, Jesus has done a great time, He has given us water so that we will not thirst again, He has given us the bread of life so that we will never hunger, He has given us the opportunity of salvation. He came down to Earth to pay for our sins so lets boast in Jesus and not in Earthly matters. We are all sinners so we do not deserve such deed from Jesus, we do not deserve His love. But God loves us and He is willing to give us anything, even if He has to give His only Son. JESUS LOVES US!!

Therefore my friends, I would like to say, come to know Jesus if you have not yet known Him. Come to have a intimate relationship with Him. Come to receive His blessings which He is waiting to give it all to you. Come to Him in prayer! Boast in Jesus Christ, tell everyone the good news. Good news are meant to be shared!

Before I end this post, I would like you guys to sing this song again from the bottom of your heart. Sing it to God, sing it with everything you got, praising God as you sing, praising God as your slowly pour out those words unto Him. I do not care whether you can sing or not, God doesn't care if you can sing or not, God wants a cheerful heart. Even if you can sing but you do not sing with all your heart, God does not want it. So just sing it to the Lord, not because God wants you to sing to Him, but because He deserves it!


Once again, the lyrics of the song "How deep the Father's love for us"!! See ya guys!!

Lyrics
How deep the Father's love for us,
How vast beyond all measure
That He should give His only Son
To make a wretch His treasure

How great the pain of searing loss,
The Father turns His face away
As wounds which mar the chosen One,
Bring many sons to glory

Behold the Man upon a cross,
My sin upon His shoulders
Ashamed I hear my mocking voice,
Call out among the scoffers

It was my sin that held Him there
Until it was accomplished
His dying breath has brought me life
I know that it is finished

I will not boast in anything
No gifts, no power, no wisdom
But I will boast inJesus Christ
His death and resurrection

Why should I gain from His reward?
I cannot give an answer
But this I know with all my heart
His wounds have paid my ransom

OH MY MY!!! Mid-year examinations are coming! I mean common test 2 haha because sec 4s do not have mid-year other than for English and Chinese. Hmmm I think certain subjects like Additonal and Elementary Mathematics have 2 common test which means common test 2 and then 3. Haha. Cool har? Very complicated, geee, I myself also confused. Don't know la, don't care haha, as long as I got sit for the exams then ok. Well A-maths common test 2 is over already, it was last Wednesday. How was it? Hmmm... ...don't tell you!!! BLECK!!! When get back my papers, then I shall reconsider telling you, bleh!! AHHHHH!!! April already!!!! NOOOOO!!! 31 May is O'level Chinese paper, OHHHH NOOOOO!!! SO FAST!!! 1 more month plus then BOOM!!!

... ...Anyway apart from that, I got nothing more to say for today!! LOL!! :D Well I like to share something with all of you so sit back and relax as you read and reflex on your own life as you read what I am about to tell you. Get a cup of coffee if you want to, haha. (I'm being lame once again!! Tom Tom for you!!)


3 full months have already passed in the year 2010. Or rather, more than 10 years have already passed in your life but have you ever wondered about the things in life? Have you ever stopped to pause, to think about the beauty that this world has? Have you ever done something meaningful in life? The past few years have been hard, isn't it? You may have quarrelled with your parents, you may have fought with your siblings over the silliest, you may have times when you despair and didn't feel like living anymore. Everyone definitly have faced hardships and in the past few years. Even the world has them. Many lost their jobs and hard times were upon even those who managed to stay employed. Prices in supermarkets rose and the quality of living went down.

Currently if you think that life is meaningless and nothing you do seem to be going right, do not break down and crash. Romans 12:2 in the Bible says, "And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God". You need to break free from the negatives of the world and look forward to the hope that there is through the love that Jesus has for you.

Awful memories, forget them! Move on in your life with a bright future, move on and make new wonderful memories. Life can have its beauty blossomed upon you if you want it to. Do not look back but keep your eyes firmly before you. Whenever you are looking back at the past, you miss what is lying ahead in the future. For just 2 minutes, try walking backwards. When you are walking backwards, you can not see where you are going and you walk into obstacle after obstacle. You trip and you fall. So is our life. When we try to get through life constantly looking at the past, we fail to see what is ahead of us and trip and fall at every obstacle. We start repeating the mistakes that we once did before, the same mistakes that we hate, the same mistakes that caused us to drop to the floor, giving up all the hope in life, giving up everything. 2009 has gone and every other year before that. Whatever happened to you in 2009 or 2008 or even yesterday has absolutely no right to interfere with what is happening to you today. Jesus is the way, the truth and the life, and what Jesus has planned for you is far greater than anything that you have ever encountered before. Keep your eyes on Jesus and concentrate and feed on the love of Jesus.

The following is a story of another person:
As I went outside for a few minutes this morning, I was met with an amazing sight that it seems as if the Lord had prepared just for me. It was early and was just starting to get light. The sky was clouded over. There were flying ants flying around and a whole host of birds were swooping down and feeding on them. The odd thing about this is that looking up and down the street in front of my house, the flying ants and birds were only in front of my house and nowhere else down or up the street. As I said, it was as if God had created the show just for me. As I was watching the show it dawned on me that what I was seeing before me was life. God created the flying ants for the birds to feast on. The birds from the whole neighbourhood came to feast on the flying ants.

Some points to take note from this short story of that person:
1) The flying ants were in abundance. God gives us plenty of food in the form of opportunities.

2) The birds had to come to where the flying ants were. God did not send the ants to the birds, but rather the birds had to see that the flying ants were there and had to come to where the feast is. Sometimes we wait around hoping that God will bring the food to us instead of going out to where God has placed the food for us. We wait for opportunities to come to us when they are actually just in front of us, given to us by God. We sometimes are not like the birds, even though we can see it and can catch it with a hand, we just let it go, slipped away.

3) The show lasted about half an hour. Feed time was over. The birds had eaten their fill and the fresh rains chased the flying ants away. God created the food for the birds and fed them. Tomorrow He will feed them again, possibly in a different way, but they will never go without food. If you trust and abide in God, you may need to change and adjust constantly, but you will never hunger or thirst. Always remember that you are far more important to God than the birds. God created us in His very own image, He loves us just like how your father and mother loves you. God is like our Heavenly Father, He cares for each and everyone of us. He wants the best for us just like a father.


Right at the beginning, I quoted Romans 12:2. ” Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed through the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God". Do not allow the ways of the world to shape and form you, but rather take on a new shape and form and be totally transfigured when you start to believe in the words of God. This is the most important scripture for you through the entire 2010. Memorise it. Do not allow the world to determine your future for 2010, but rather place your future in the hands of God and allow Him to guide and lead you so that you will never hunger or thirst again. Not only is it for 2010, for the years that are about to come.

Never allow the devil in life to eat you away. Watch what you click on the internet, watch the words that come out of your mouth, watch what you watch on television, watch what you hear, because they may look like entertainment and pleasure on the outside, but actually they are substances that will eat you slowly, eating away your peaceful life, and before you even realise it yourself, your life has already changed for the worse. Be careful of the things on this Earth because this Earth is filled with lots of sin. Every now and then, you read about people getting murdered, people getting raped, people stealing things, people committing adultery on the newspapers or in the news. Even a small lie is a step of obedience to the devil. A lie may seem nothing to you but in God's eyes, a lie is equivalent to killing someone because a sin is still a sin, be it small or big ones. Pray to God when you are having difficulties, ask God to strengthen you, ask God to comfort your soul when you are troubled. God is always with you, in fact He has never left you, He is always walking with you every moment of your life, He is by your side right now, waiting for you to put your life and to entrust your life to Him.

God is knocking on the door of your heart, asking if you will let Him in, to protect you from the sorrow and worries of this world, to protect you from the clutches of sin. God is like your father, He wants the best for you, He wants you to lead your life with nothing but happiness. However there are times when you felt angry, you felt sad over some matters, and then you start to blame God for it. Have you ever stopped to ponder over why are you sad or angry? Is not because God is not there for you, is not because He has left you, is not because He does not care about you but because you did not seek the advice that God has given you and did not follow His way. You have given in to temptation, given in to the devil, committing sins over and over again without the slightest guilt of upsetting your Heavenly Father. Listening to the devil and committing sins like the devil wants you to is a sign of you wanting the devil to be the controller of your life, wanting the devil to be your father instead of God. God creates you, like a father, if you acknolewdge someone else as your father instead of your very own biological father, wouldn't your biological father be sad? Is the same thing as with God.


God prepares everything in place for you to be happy, for you to live a life with no bitterness, but are you willingly to give up everything and let God lead your life, let God guide you along in your life? Sure there are times when still you are tempted to sin, maybe tempted to watch pornography on the internet, maybe tempted to take things from your friends which do not belong to you, because we are still born of the flesh, we are still sinners, but always remember God is with you always. Pray to Him, talk to Him, tell Him of your worries and ask for His help and He will help you through the tough times, giving you comfort. Matthew 8:7 in the Bible says, "Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you". God is always there, waiting for you to talk to Him, waiting for you to confine in Him, waiting to help you in your life, but you need to ask Him.

There will always be temptations in life for you to disobey God because the devil is at war with God. The devil is known as Satan but his real name is Lucifer. Lucifer disliked God, he wanted to have the same power with God, he wanted to overthrow God, therefore waging war against God. We are all born sinners due to the first generation of mankind- Adam and Eve. Adam and Eve have everything they can ever want in the garden of Eden but there was a rule, the only rule that God said to them, that they cannot eat an apple from a particular tree but they can eat all the other fruits they want from other trees. Satan, disguising himself as a form of a snake, deceived Eve and she listened to him, eating the apple and passing it to Adam. Both of them had committed sin by disobeying God and were thrown out of Eden into the world. That was how sin came into this world. Why did I say we are born sinners? This is one of the reasons. Another thing is, do our parents teach us to lie? Did our parents teach us to steal? Did our parents teach us to be rude? NO! All these are natural and we learn them by ourselves, that is why we are born sinners.


That is why even though we have accepted Christ as our Saviour who died on the cross to save us from our sins, we still will have the tendency to sin against Him. Therefore, we must always trust Him and know that He is always there for us, ask Him to take whatever temptations away and I guarantee that your life will change completely. Once you have accepted Christ as your Saviour, you are no longer in the bondage of sin, sin no longer has a control over you but instead you have a control over sin with the grace and power of God, your Father. With your own strength and power, there is absolutely no way to overpower sin, Satan will always have a power over you and you are bondaged to him. But with God, anything that is impossible will now be possible because God can do anything, with just a word from His mouth, the world can come to an end.

To be strong in our walk of faith with God, it is very important for us to have a quiet time with God alone everyday. Luke 6:12 in the Bible states, "And it came to pass in those days, that He went out into a mountain to pray, and continued all night in prayer to God". A quick look through the Gospels tells us that Jesus spent a lot of time alone with God in prayer and meditation. Is there any space or time for that in your life? Our quiet time with God is important, because it is when you pray when you hear him saying that he loves you, sustains you and calls you to work for his Kingdom. There are many other voices speaking too – loud voices. They say: “Prove that God loves you. Prove you’re worth something. Prove you have a contribution to make. Make a name for yourself, then people will love you; then people will say you’re wonderful, you’re great.” The loud voices represent evil temptation. Those loud voices are lies that are spoken through the mouth of Satan, are the words to confuse you, are the words to bring you away from God and are words to break your relationship with God so that when you die, you will join him(Satan) in Hell.

As with Jesus, we have to pray and listen to the voice of God. When we do we can deal with evil, and we will understand God’s purpose for our lives. Jesus spent the night in prayer. We too need to pray. We too need to spend time alone with God. Take a passage, or even a verse of Scripture(Bible). Think about it for a while. Let it fill your being, your thoughts, your heart, until the words are written on all your inner places. Then listen prayerfully what God wants you to do for him. Time alone with God is where serving God’s Kingdom practically begins. It is where it began for Jesus and where it begins for us. Reading God's words is like as if God is speaking to you, giving you comfort in your soul and peace as you read on.

May you be blessed when your quiet time with God enables and empowers you for your challenges and confirms your calling to work for Him. May God show you your gifts and your assignments in his Kingdom.

But before I end, you may be saying right now that you do not believe in God, can I ask you a simple question? Everyone comes from our parents right? I mean, our parents gave birth to us, that is how we come into this world, right? Ok, but then how do Adam and Eve, the first man and woman come about? They do not have earthly parents. Is obviously someone who creates them and that would be God. Science has said that it is evolution that we comes from monkeys, but scientists till this very day still are not 100% sure of that statement even though they said it because they are unable to prove it. We got a tail from fish when we were in our mother's womb? We got features from animals? That is nothing but utter rubbish. I mean, think about it for a moment, evolution??? How can that be possible? If it is, then why no future evolution takes place? The sky around you, so blue and so beautiful, just exist just like that? The cool breeze that you enjoy at the beach, the birds singing early in the morning, the beauty of this world... ...they come by chance? Take some time to pause and think. How can they just pop out of nowhere? God is the one who creates them, God creates us, God loves us.


Therefore, I end by saying this, God is waiting for you! If there are times when you proclaimed that no one cares for you and no one ever loves you, let me tell you the good news that God is always there for you, giving you all the care and love you need, but He can only extend it out to you, not forcing them unto you, you have to stretch out your hands to grab them and receive them for yourself! Make the right decision, friends! I have accepted Christ as my Saviour when I was in primary 3 and have been baptised that year. My life has changed ever since that day when I made that decision. Is like I have a new life and that I know that God is in me, guiding me along and I, from that day on, have nothing to fear in life.

Well, make your choice today if you haven't! Come to God in prayer! Love you guys! Have a blessed year ahead!!

A video to watch! I love it! You will too! It's about life and the things around you! Enjoy!



Song lyrics to first song on blog and this video(Background music)
Be careful little eyes what you see
It's the second glance that ties your hands as darkness pulls the strings
Be careful little feet where you go
For it's the little feet behind you that are sure to follow

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
It's a slow fade, it's a slow fade

Be careful little ears what you hear
When flattery leads to compromise, the end is always near
Be careful little lips what you say
For empty words and promises lead broken hearts astray

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day

The journey from your mind to your hands
Is shorter than you're thinking
Be careful if you think you stand
You just might be sinking

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
Daddies never crumble in a day
Families never crumble in a day

Oh be careful little eyes what see
Oh be careful little eyes what you see
For the Father up above is looking down in love
Oh be careful little eyes what you see

Heyy , Tommy Yuen Kai Weng 袁启荣 here (:
I'm 16 years old, going 17 next year(2011) July.
♥ I am single Lol!
Character: Tommy is a very happy-go-lucky person. He loves to chat, with girls or boys also never mind. He can be stubborn at times but he is very friendly. He is somtimes hardworking but sometimes lazy too. He is also sensitive at times when he is really concentrated on it. He never gets angry!
Handphone number: 92316552.
Email(add me on msn!): tyuenkw@hotmail.com
Birthday: 15 July 1994.
Ding Dong(doorbell ring): Cashew Heights Condominium
Schools studied in(Once a Bpian always a Bpian!): Bukit Panjang Primary School(last time). And Bukit Panjang Government High School(now).
PSLE score(really seriously bad): 240-250
Church: Gospel Light Christian Church
Position I uphold: Student Councillor, once an understudy of Functions
CCA: Volleyball(Haiz if got tennis better)

[♥] Her(In future maybe?)
[♥] Tennis
[♥] Sleep
[♥] Anime
[♥] Taiwan dramas
[♥] Korean dramas
[♥] Chicken rice
[♥] Arm wrestling
[♥] Tutoring primary kids
[♥] Young children
My Primary and Secondary classes [♥]
[♥] 1F - 2001
[♥] 2K - 2002
[♥] 3J - 2003
[♥] 4J - 2004
[♥] 5J - 2005
[♥] 6K - 2006
[♥] 104 - 2007
[♥] 204 - 2008
[♥] 3L1 - 2009
[♥] 4L1 - 2010

Message for everyone

The Lord is my shepherd. He guides me in my life, leading me in the path of righteousness. He is my Father! He is the best Father that one could ever have. He is my all in all. The Lord sees all, sees the heart but Man sees the outside. God makes no mistakes and He died on the cross for our sins. He loves us all no matter of who we are because He loves His dear children as He created us. We are all sinners and God gave us a chance to spend eternal life with him in Heaven. Heaven is a holy place and thus we cannot enter. But God is kind, loving and He cares for us, all it takes for us to enter into Heaven is just to believe in Him, to believe in His Words and repent from our sins. Take the step of faith and believe in God. Ask and you shall receive!

A little more?

Lord, I am Your child. Guide me along in my life. Lead me the way You want my life to me. Make me to be more like You.

I LOVE YOU!!!!! (To God, to Mei, to my girlfriend in future maybe?, Haha)

Do you think I have a girlfriend now or someone I like/love? Haha. Yes? No? Aiyo! Answer so obvious also don't know, BOO HOO! Hehe.

Relationship matter

A little more about me when it comes to relationship(BGR) haha.

If I love or like a girl, all I want is to see her smile. I will do anything for her to be happy. My heart will break whenever I see her being too close to another guy. However, if she is so so much happier with the another guy than with me, I shall let her go because all I want is her happiness and her smile. If she is happy, I will be happy.

Yes, my heart will break. But I will never show it(I think so) because I do not want her to know and I don't want her to have a hard time deciding and I don't want her to worry for me. As long as she can be happy, if I have to sacrifice my feelings for her, I will do it. It will be painful but it is the best I can do for her.

LOL ...

Memories ...